Shonda
*Heavy in thought, Shonda reflects on how things used to be growing up with Pollie.*
"Come on Pollie, it's my turn to pick the song. I wanna sing "Candystore."
I met my boyfriend at the candy store.
He bought me ice cream.
He bought me cakes.
He brought me home with a bellyache.
Momma, Momma,
I'm so sick,
Call the doctor,
Quick, quick, quick!
Doctor, doctor,
Will I die?
Count to five and you'll be alive,
1,2,3,4,5
I'M ALIVE!
The two young girls who were so different, fell to the ground laughing in unison.
"When I grow up" Little Shonda said "I wanna be a supermodel. Umm, I wanna have a big fine house and a lmaid. I want my limousine to talk the Knightrider too! I wanna have twins, a boy and a girl."
Shonda twirls her pigtails with her fingers as she maps out her future. How she wanted her hair in a jherri curl like all the other girls. She would be fly then. But her mother refused. When her mother was going through one of her "episodes", her father took her to the hairdresser. Did her mother pop a big one when she saw her daughter's hair adorned with cornrows and beads. Shonda painfully remembers the tugging at her scalp when her mother tried to undo her beautiful new hairdo.
"Well, I also want my husband to look like Todd Bridges...or maybe like Gary Coleman. I sure do like them both. "
Fast forward to college:
Shonda was so excited to see her friend at State University. It had been some years since the agency placed her far away, but the girls were soon back in stride again. Pollie had picked up some weight and she seemed more uptight than ever. When they were younger, Pollie had all the brains. Now she was at the top of the graduating class and Shonda felt it was time to loosen up.
"Hey Pollie. I sure am glad you decided to wear that dress. You look almost as good as me."
*Damn, Shonda thought. Why can't I say anything nice to Pollie. Wasn't it enough already that her class had secretly nominated her as "Most Likely to Be A Snobby Bitch? *
*Nervously Shonda looks at Pollie and immediately tries to play it off.*
"Psych! You know I'm just messing with you. You do look really good. Now remember, we promised each other that we wont have too much to drink. You know how I get when I have one too many."
*Arriving at the frat house, the girls are excited to see that the party is already in full effect. Notorious B.I.G. was "Hypnotizing" the crowd with his deep raspy voice and the drinks were flowing. Shonda tried to space her drinks but her frat brothers were on a mission...get Shonda drunk for one last chance at the panties.*
"Hey, heeey!" Shonda slurred. "Has anyone seen my uraa ma, my man? Where and the hell is him, boy, I mean he?"
*The room started to spin and Shonda felt like shit. She needed to lay down. As she carefully made her way up the stairs, she was greeted by one of Calebs frat brothers.*
"Slow down Shonda. Baby you're gonna miss a step. let me help you out."
"Haver ya seen my m-m-man?" Shonda stuttered.
"Nah, I don't think he's coming until late. But check this out. Come on to my room. You can lay down and try to sleep this drunk off." Big Brother Red looks at Shonda. Damn, this was his chance to finally tap that. Bro. Caleb thinks he's the shit since cuz he gots the finest girl on campus. Well, I'm going to lay it on her and show him that she aint that damn special.
*Shonda enters Red's room. Her judgement was weak but she knew she needed to get out. She never trusted his shady ass. Caleb never understood how he managed not to get drop from the line. He told her that he was bad news and he distanced himself from him.*
[b]"Come on over here girl, I'll keep you company until Caleb gets here". [/b]
*Red pushed Shonda down on his bed. Shonda tried to clear her mind because she knew she was in trouble. Red tried to push Shonda's legs apart.*
"Get the fuck off me, you fucking loser. I'm a gonna, I'm a gonna tell Caleb. He's going to kick your ass after I tell him."
*Red looks down at Shonda.*
"Tell him what? That you came up to my room to give me some. That ole broke down has been can't do shit to me. With that fucked up knee, he aint good for shit. Now shut the fuck up and open them damn legs."
*The room is starting to spin and Shonda is feeling worse. But the reality of what is taking place has quickly sobered her up. As Red is pinning her down, she thinks quickly.*
"Red, baby, slow up. You're messing up my hair and you're gonna rip my dress. Hold the the fuck up. Say, let me do what I do best. Pull your pants down and sit on the edge of the bed."
*Shonda tried her best to cover up her fear. She was scared Red wouldn't listen. But to her surprise he did. Anxiously he pulled down his pants and exposed his little "pushbutton". She threw him a sexy smile as she licked her lips and sensually played with her tongue as she knelt before him. He moaned with pleasure as she received him into her mouth.*
"Damn, damn, damn Shonda" Red shouted.
"Ooh weee, this shit feels good as heee..."
Red's screams of pleasure quickly turned to screams of anguish as Shonda bit down with everything she had. She jumped up and ran to the door, but not before she had a chance to see Red balled up in the bed like a baby.
"If you ever, ever try that shit again" Shonda screamed
"I'll kill you...you ...sorry ass punk!"
*Shonda ran out of the room and down the stairs. Her world was still spinning and she now had a musty, salty taste in her mouth to top it off. The music was now deafening and she couldn't take it anymore. She ran out of the house and threw up in the rose bushes. As she's wiping her mouth, she looks up and sees Pollie laughing with her sorors.*
*I know they're not laughing at me....Shonda makes her way over to Pollie and her friends.*
"What the fuck is so damn funny? Pollie, I thought you had my back tonight."